It is what it is...

In the past I've blogged so openly and then I was criticized for sharing way too much. I'm not afraid to share the not so positive things of my life...it is what it is. I am far from perfect and never claim to be. I have so many things I need to work on. A lot of the things I share are things that I myself need to focus and work on. It's been quite an emotional day and hopefully I will get through it. Unfortunately it is someone only I can fix. On the bright side, my brother shared with me a poem that he had shared awhile back.

• My Heart, My soul.
  My heart tells me to love,
  My soul whispers to care.
  At once I was confused,
  To love... do I dare?
  
  Misplaced hate takes over,
  My heart begins to tremble.
  Heart and soul overtaken,
  Fear commences to assemble.
  
  Confidence is broken,
  Heart is full of guile.
  My soul has been defeated.
  So hard for me to smile.
  
  Ready to give up,
  My heart has pulled me through.
  My soul has been revived.
  Joy is overdue.
  
  The light which I have followed,
  led me to brighter days.
  As I stepped outside the tunnel,
  I stood there all amazed!
  
  Blessed by our Savior,
  Who was always in control,
  Of my never failing Heart,
  And My ever solid soul!

  
  

  Thank you Brian.